Matthew 6:25-34: “Therefore, I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life? . . . But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”
Proverbs 3:5-6: “Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.”
Psalm 46:1-3, 10: “God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though the waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging. . . . Be still and know that I am God, I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”
Psalm 37:7: “Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him…”
Psalm 25:9: “He guides the humble in what is right and teaches them his way…”
Lord, You know how easily I give in to worry, to the concerns of life, the fear of the unknown, the fear that I will make too many mistakes and mess everything up and be too weak to handle everything. You know that I can make myself crazy with fear. But it’s hurting me. It’s exhausting me. It’s crushing me. And I can’t do it anymore. And I know that You never wanted me to live that kind of fearful life anyway. I have been choosing it because I have let myself believe that it all rests on me, that I am alone in this and that I have to be big enough and strong enough and wise enough.
But I don’t have to be “enough” . . . because You are. I don’t have to listen to Satan every time he says, “You see that burden right there? You better pick it up. There’s another one. It’s yours, so pick that one up, too. Have you thought about this concern and this other fear? They’re your responsibilities, too, so you better carry them because no one else will.”
Satan lies. And I have been listening to him for too long. I have been listening to the one who wants to discourage me and exhaust me and crush me. And most of the burdens that I have been carrying around were never my burdens, my concerns, or my responsibilities to begin with.
You don’t ask me to take responsibility for most of the things that I worry about. The only things that You really ask of me are that I live humbly before You, that I do the daily jobs that You have given me and let You take care of everything else, that I bring You glory in whatever I do, and that I rest in You and trust in You. Because You are God and I am not! You are the One who is big enough and strong enough and wise enough. And I am not alone in this world. You are there, carrying me and making things work out right, if only I will trust You enough to let You do it.
And so I am throwing myself upon You right now. I am going to lean on You now, instead of on myself. I am going to trust in You to make my path straight, to handle the things I can’t handle, to know the things I can’t know, to work things out for the best, and to carry my concerns and my fears. Even when it feels like the earth is falling apart, You are still there. You are still in control and holding in all together and will make everything work out for good.
I don’t have to always know what to do . . . because I know You. And You will guide me in the right path and take care of me and handle my concerns and keep me safe and bring me peace. My focus today is not to fix anything or make everything okay; it’s just to be still in You and to know that You are God. You are my refuge and my strength.
- Heather K (Joshua 24:15, Psalm 46:10)